Please don't make it hard for me. You know that we can't be close again to each other just like before because you are already committed with somebody else and it will hurt me so much if you will still treat me like the way you used to. It's just different now. Please understand if I won't be able to be the same person i used to be because everytime we see each other, you always allow me to know how it feels to be loved by you and it hurts so much that I just can't help but say "Oh my, I just cant stop myself from falling for you". I feel so happy everytime I see you but it hurts so much everytime I realize that you're no longer in love with me and you belong to somebody else now. She owns you and she's so lucky because of that. I know that it should have been me, if I just gave you all my time and my attention. How I wish I could turn back the time, because if I could... Then maybe you're now mine and not hers. :-(
For you who go,
For me who stay,
Two autumns.
