If I could only turn back the time...

Please don't make it hard for me. You know that we can't be close again to each other just like before because you are already committed with somebody else and it will hurt me so much if you will still treat me like the way you used to. It's just different now. Please understand if I won't be able to be the same person i used to be because everytime we see each other, you always allow me to know how it feels to be loved by you and it hurts so much that I just can't help but say "Oh my, I just cant stop myself from falling for you". I feel so happy everytime I see you but it hurts so much everytime I realize that you're no longer in love with me and you belong to somebody else now. She owns you and she's so lucky because of that. I know that it should have been me, if I just gave you all my time and my attention. How I wish I could turn back the time, because if I could... Then maybe you're now mine and not hers. :-(

For you who go,
For me who stay,
Two autumns.

You and me

Would you be mine if I say I love you?

Would you give me your time if I say that I'm yours?

Would you stop avoiding me?

Would you find me, love me and stay with me for the rest of your life?

If you would then let me know, because I'm ready to love you with all my heart if you would just let me.

I don't know but you did something to me, something that I can never explain...

I'm not quite sure about it but I'm only sure with one thing, whatever it is that you did to me, it makes me feel that I'm alive.

It makes me feel that I'm loved by God because He gave me someone like you who would make me happy.

You complete me.

If you feel the same, then maybe that's the sign we've been waiting for.

The sign that will let us know that we are made for each other.

I'll wait for the day that you'll come to me and tell me that I'm the one for you.

When that day comes, I promise I will only be yours.

For you who go,
For me who stay,
Two autumns.

Should I?

Should I find ways to let you go? All my life I've been looking for someone like you.. but I think, waiting for you isn't the best thing to do. If you really love me, you'll be the one who'll find some time to be with me and I won't have to call you every night and day just to know what has been happening to you when I'm not there with you. Find me and never let me go..We'll see if we're really meant for each other.

For you who go,
For me who stay,
Two autumns.

Soon you'll realize...

I want to avoid you but everytime i see you smiling while looking into my eyes, i just end up smiling back at you. How can i forget about my feelings for you if you wont help me? Would you still be happy being close to me if you know it will only hurt me a lot? At first, I really wanted to avoid you but now I think I have a better idea. Guess what? I won't avoid you from now on, instead I will make you realize how unlucky you are because of not having me.


For you who go,
For me who stay,
Two autumns.